overlooked

I am sitting in my room... realizing so much about my week to come.. This is a huge week for my family.. and I am so emotional about this week. at the start of the week i have TONS to do to get ready for the end of the week and what is to come.. I am sad about what i realized.. I am stressed right now thinking of all i have to do, from getting stockings and my dressed fixed to a gift and my nails done.. these things are not things i am really concerned about doing.. as you can see i put them off until now.. this weekend my brother is getting married.. and i feel so bad.. I have been dealing with a while bunch of personal issues, and have totally overlooked what is supposed to be the happiest day of my brothers life.. its not only my personal issues that are preventing me or others to not take joy in this day for my brother but Monday after my brother ties the not my father is having a serious surgery, it is a 4 too 6 hour surgery involving the removal of two ribs and a scraping of the lungs.. a good friend of my father had the same surgery and did not make it out.. so i know my fathers mind is consumed by these thoughts, and my mothers as well, for what would she do with out my father.. and how much she is going to have to take care of him after the surgery.. our minds have been so consumed by thoughts and things we need to do to get prepared for the coming home from the surgery and road to recovery and the what if's for me the personal issues.. that we have put the wedding on the back burner.. I know that i will be a great big ball of emotion.. and if you know my mom she will too.. Please if anyone reads this ever pray for my family.. that we can enjoy the day with my borther.. and pray for my father and that he does well through the process.. pray for my mom to be stong though it all, and for me.. that i can look past my own issues and enjoy the wedding and be there for my mom and dad for the rest of the week, also pray for my brother that he can enjoy his honeymoon, and trust that God has everything under control back here..